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11:19 pm
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Holy God I haven't posted on here in a long long time!
Soooooo.... how is everybody doing?
Damn, there are some things I miss about high school and this just might be one of them.
Ahh, nostalgia.
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11:12 pm
[Link] | So kids, Lent begins on Wednesday and I have decided to give up procrastinating. Which basically means that I will not be using the internet for anything except school work and email. 40 days. I will miss you guys.
Current Mood:  satisfied
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11:01 pm
[Link] | I'm sorry, but ice dancing is for nancies.
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09:21 pm
[Link] | Today's List:
-Curly hair, when tossed to the side, slightly falling in front of one's eyes, is positively sultry.
-My roommate has a very nice boyfriend. I am happy for her.
-Listening to bad rap and dancing around the room half naked is a good way to bring people closer together.
-I fully believe that Tom Jones is God.
-Do boys eat ice cream when they've had a bad day?
- a nap is like a face lift for your whole body
-laziness spreads like the plague
-tits
Current Mood:  fat
Current Music: Tom Jones- Help Yourself
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07:26 pm
[Link] | AAAHHHHHHHH I SPILLED WATER ON MY LAPTOP AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The Daily Show is hot sex!!! And Steven Colbert is the post-op snuggling. And it happens every day.
I stole a book from a donation box.
Quote of the day:
Me: I think it would be cool to have a dog named Fuck
Maggie: It really isn't. I wanted to call him Snoopy.
Yes folks, Maggie's dog's name means Fuck in taiwan.
Current Mood:  sexed up with John Stewart
Current Music: sweet theme song of the Colbert Report
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11:14 pm
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let's live suddenly without thinking
Did anyone watch Grey's Anatomy? OH MY GOD!!! If you didn't, let's just say that everything that could possibly go wrong in a hospital did indeed go wrong.
Here's a short list:
a bomb in a body
a doctor having a baby
that doctor's husband got into a car accident on the way to the hospital and he has brain damage
the chief of surgery has a heart attack
sex in the break room
a guest star
All this, and they split the episode into two parts, so we will have to wait until next week to find out what happens.
Needless to say it was a tense night in 344 and there was a lot of shouting.
I want you to close your eyes and picture one thing: Cookie Monster dropping the F-bomb. Oh yeah.
I am so lucky!!! I L-O-V-E my significant other. (Yeah you!) Don't doubt!!!
Everybody give this guy a good slap on the ass for me.
Current Mood:  indescribable
Current Music: Matt Nathanson - Pretty the World
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06:27 pm
[Link] | We had breakfast for dinner tonight. It was so beautiful.
I heart the stair master.
Current Mood: full
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03:10 pm
[Link] | This one is for you:
"Lady, do not banish me
for digressions. My nature
is a quagmire of unresolved
confessions."
-Robert Creeley
And this one is for me:
She stood at the window. There was
a sound, a light.
She stood at the window. A face.
Was it that she was looking for,
he thought. Was it that
she was looking for. He said,
turn from it, turn
from it. The pain is
not unpainful. Turn from it.
The act of her anger, of
the anger she felt then,
not turning to him.
-Robert Creeley
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03:38 pm
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changing contentments
On the when I only have one class, I forget that everyone else actually has to go to school. Sucks to you! Tuesdays and Thursdays rock my world.
"I wish I could unremember everything my heart's been through"
I think I am really losing it this time.
I keep having these bad thoughts. Maybe not "bad thoughts" so much as doubts. I'll be fine and everything and then these thoughts pop into my head and all of a sudden my stomach and chest get tight and I can't breathe. This has happened to me four times over the past two days.
I don't know. I am lonely. I mean, I'm really happy and I'm having such a good time, but I can't help but feel lonely. I think I just need somebody to talk to.
I do. I want to talk. I want to talk until my mouth won't work anymore. And I want someone to listen, and look me straight in the eye and feel the gravity of what I am saying. And understand. Then I want that person to talk right back and tell me everything about them. I don't want to walk around wondering if there is some other person out there who know's something about you that I don't. I just need some interaction.
Maybe I just need a therapist.
So my classes are definitely starting to weigh on me. I have to pick a paper topic for my political research class, and I haven't the slightest idea what the hell I'm doing. It doesn't help that I'm one of the youngest people in the class and don't have the experience to back me up. Oy! I'm kinda freaked out. Anybody have any burning questions about politics that might be good topics for a research paper?
A plus: I got asked to be in a national honor society!
I don't get many things
right the first time
in fact, I am told that a lot
now I know all the wrong turns
the stumbles and falls brought me here
and where was I before the day
that I first saw your lovely face
now I see it everyday
and I know
that I am, I am
I am the luckiest
what if I'd been born
fifty years before you
in a house
on the street where you lived
maybe I'd be outside
as you passed on your bike,
would I know?
and in a wide sea of eyes
I see one pair that I recognize
and I know
that I am, I am
I am the luckiest
I love you more than I have
ever found a way to say to you
next door there's an old man
who lived into his nineties
and one day passed away in his sleep
and his wife, she stayed
for a couple of days and passed away
I'm sorry I know that's a
strange way to tell you
that I know we belong
that I know
that I am, I am
I am the luckiest
Current Mood:  nervous
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03:48 pm
[Link] | Hello everybody! I am currently posting from the Math library where I am having the slowest three hours of my life.
So here is today's list:
1) I am very hungry.
2) The Matador is a pretty decent film if anyone gets bored.
3) Weather = crappy.
4) The bathroom smells like hot chocolate. Mmm, hot chocolate.
5) Now I am going to brag. My boyfriend rocks (my socks? yeah, I guess you could say he rocks my socks.) I have the best boyfriend in the world. Of course, after inter-planetary space travel that might change...
Current Mood:  ravenous
Current Music: the joyful hum of the library heating system
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10:39 pm
[Link] | "If you were going to say something other than 'Beat that Bitch' what would it be?"
"I don't know, something like 'Stomp that ho'."
Rent Hustle & Flow right now!
"It's fun to sing in this man voice." - My roommate, speaking in a deep man voice
I want to tape her so bad. She's so funny, but no one ever gets to see it.
"You better send it by midnight or it will turn into a pumpkin!" -My roommate's mother, in reference to her paper for class.
(It runs in the family.)
Current Mood:  lmao
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10:55 pm
[Link] | Today sucked. No other words for it.
But right now I am listening to the Dixie Chicks, so I can't possibly feel bad.
"If you love me and think only of me
lift your robe and ford the river Chen."
Current Mood:  melancholy
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07:43 pm
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singing works just fine for me
I LOVE music! Well okay, who doesn't love music? But ohmygod!!! I just can't stop listening to music. And all of sudden walking takes on a whole meaning because I am walking AND listening to music and everything is beautiful. And James Taylor makes me want to play the guitar!
I am intelligent and have good reasoning skills. I'm like the 30-year-old college student. I am going to be one fantastic 30-year-old. Fantastic and incredibly cocky. Fabulous.
It occurred to me today that I might be pretty. I walk big-eyed and smile at everybody. This is refreshing maybe? I don't know, but people are always nice to me on the street.
I am happy.
One weekday down, four more to go. I'm going to be the next HighLander: A micht coud come the morn.
"there’s something in the way she moves,
Or looks my way, or calls my name,
That seems to leave this troubled world behind.
If I’m feeling down and blue,
Or troubled by some foolish game,
She always seems to make me change my mind.
and I feel fine anytime she’s around me now,
She’s around me now
Almost all the time.
if I’m well you can tell that she’s been with me now,
and she’s been with me now
Quite a long, long time
And I feel fine"
A'm awa tae ma bed.
Current Mood:  fabulous
Current Music: Sweet Baby James
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01:56 am
[Link] | My life consists of sleeping and studying.
Know what I did today? Laid around, watched Sex & the City (which made me cry because I am a sappy mother fucker), and read for class. I didn't exit my pajamas until 6:00pm, and only then because I didn't want to go to the dining hall in my pajamas twice. Eck.
My classes are looking like they are going to be difficult. I have exams every week, and a multitude of papers to write. That's what I get for being an achiever.
I love my digital camera and I use it frequently. The only problem is that I get so excited that I take pictures of people I don't know. Oh well.
If this coming week doesn't kill me, nothing else will. Hello immortality...
Current Mood:  exhausted
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08:04 pm
[Link] | Strap me up and let Fred Flare spank me with his cute stationary and smiley faced mugs.
Current Mood: excited
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09:31 am
[Link] | It was 7:45 we were all in line
2 greet the teacher miss cathleen
First was kevin, then came lucy, third in line was me
All of us where ordinary compared to cynthia rose
She always stood at the back of the line
A smile beneath her nose
Her favorite number was 20 and every single day
If u asked her what she had 4 breakfast
This is what she’d say
Starfish and coffee
Maple syrup and jam
Butterscotch clouds, a tangerine
And a side order of ham
If u set your mind free, baby
Maybe you’d understand
Starfish and coffee
Maple syrup and jam
Cynthia wore the prettiest dress
With different color socks
Sometimes I wondered if the mates where in her lunchbox
Me and lucy opened it when cynthia wasn’t around
Lucy cried, I almost died, u know what we found?
Starfish and coffee
Maple syrup and jam
Butterscotch clouds, a tangerine
And a side order of ham
If u set your mind free, honey
Maybe you’d understand
Starfish and coffee
Maple syrup and jam
Starfish and coffee
Cynthia had a happy face, just like the one she’d draw
On every wall in every school
But it’s all right, it’s 4 a worthy cause
Go on, cynthia, keep singin’
Starfish and coffee
Maple syrup and jam
Butterscotch clouds, a tangerine
And a side order of ham
If u set your mind free, baby
Maybe you’d understand
Starfish and coffee
Maple syrup and jam
(starfish in your coffee, you will love it, told ya so)
(starfish in your coffee, you will love it, told ya so)
Okay, so I downloaded this version of Matt Nathanson (whom I adore) singing the song above which was originally done by Prince. Let me just explain, I L-O-V-E this song even though it makes no sense whatsoever, and Matt's version is so damn happy. And what makes it better is that he's doing it live, and after the song he goes into a long explanation about Pat Benetar. Goosh.
I can't stop downloading music. AAH!
My roommate has spent every night this week with her boyfriend, which in turn means that she hasn't gone to any of her classes. Great way to start the semester Sam.
My classes look like they're actually going to require work. I've got about fifteen exams, and about seven papers to write this semester. Ouch! That's what I get for wanting to try hard.
Current Mood: lazy
Current Music: Rufus Wainwright - Poses
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06:34 pm
[Link] | Clap Your Hands Say Yeah is the best band in the world!!!
"I'm so emo, I cry when I masturbate!" -See, this is what I love about college.
SOMEbody gave me a cold. (That's what I get for being so good-looking and utterly kissable). Maggie's resolution for this was to "Cut him ... in HALF!"
Aww, I can't do that.
Current Mood:  bored
Current Music: The Damned
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12:02 pm
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MAXimum COOL
So the scariest thing happened to me this morning: My computer would not connect to the internet. It was working perfectly last night, but this morning nothing. I thought maybe it was just the network, so I went nextdoor to ask if my neighbors' computers were working. Yes, they were fine. I come back into my room, start plugging and unplugging, but still nothing. I try to see if I can find something wrong on the computer. But of course I'm so computer illiterate that I was afraid I would kill it if I pressed any buttons. So I did a virus scan to make sure I hadn't gotten anything. Then my friend Diane comes in, hears about my problem, and she works her healing magic. I swear all she did was put her hands on the computer and it started working instantly.
Current Mood:  relieved
Current Music: Bob Marley - I Shot the Sheriff
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10:59 am
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I am so cool... not
My good news for the day: I only spent $188.84 on textbooks!!!
I was supposed to go out with some friends last night, and sort of welcome-back celebration. I get all done up, I looked quite pretty, sat down on the bed, and passed out. An hour later my roommate wakes me up, "Are you still going out tonight?" Nope, nice try though.
Come home from the bookstore this morning to find my roommate and her boyfriend all cuddly and cute. (Except for the snoring of course.) And I thought: Awww, damn.
Here's something for you history buffs:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Texas_Ranger_Division
It's the history of the actual Texas Rangers.
Current Music: Sawyer Brown - The Race Is On
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04:17 pm
[Link] | Well, I'm back at school and all settled in. My roommate hasn't arrived yet which is a bummer because I miss her and because she has the key to the extra closet. She forgot to leave the refrigerator door open so it's all wet and moldy inside. This whole place smells like pasta gone bad. I haven't gotten up the guts to go down the guys side yet. It feels good to be home in spite of everything. It's only four o'clock and I am exhausted.
Nyah.
Current Mood:  sleepy
Current Music: loud country because I can!
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